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many women go wandering in the woods. few come back. many stay to lement or yearn or worse but the majority are never found. some come back others stay many are found dead but not many. the grand majoirty are still alive. many people are alive but not many are normal. normal by my definition not your definition. my definition of normal is weird and it's actually not normal but to me i think it's normal. if i'm a freak does that make my definition of normal normal or is normal not normal if someone not normal is exhibiting normal qualities. how man times must i wander and just barely get back from the woods. why is the brush so thick. my legs are more blood and exposed flesh than skin. i could fit the beautiful number of things ive found through the hole of a thimble on a monday and in an emptied lake on a wednesday. she stared at wood in the dead of night until it looked like it scared back and she had a reason to scream. lost is a subjective word. it's comforting when you think about it for a second but then it leaves the after taste of battery acid.. mornign turning into night turning into afternoon into morening into night into morning. im sure syphiphus was happy a lot of the time im just sure of it. the same hand of poker gets borign after a while but if you have dementia you'll never call a single bluff.

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11/29/24
it's been a long while but i think that this blog is finally functional as like a real blog instead of a pile of poorly implimented css and html! last night i managed to fix up the bio page using a big table instead of whatever i was doing before. i think that building this more is going to be a lot better than using social media and im excited to try and make this page something that I go to more often as a way to publish my thoughts. if millenials can do it then so can i I think ://

9/23/24
this isn't as much of a first blog post as it is kind of a PSA about what im trying to do with this thing. i'm not sure how often i'll post here but probably kind of a lot seeing as how i deactivated my twitter account and i'm currently unemployed. i've been wanting to do more long-form writing for a while now and i'm hoping that this gives me anice little outlet for that. honestly this might just turn into a weird psudotwitter where i kind of just spit out little blurbs on here instead of having a designated place for that on here. very up in the air honestly.